setting up an entertainment blog

a crazy thought just popped in my head. since i looove movies and actors and actresses... i'm thinking about putting up an entertainment blog. hmmm... sounds promising yet it will entail a lot of work i am sure! i still haven't decided on how i will do it though... i'm just thinking that eventually i would like to make money out of it... so it will have to be a personal blog so that i can post PPP posts there when i decide to accept ads... hmmm... will figure something out.

i am fat again

i've stopped goin to the gym for more than a month now. and yes, i am fat again. i also gave up on the diet. i really need to start my diet again. early this year i said i am going to get hold of my life since this year i turn thirty. and yet i am still here, fat, sitting on my ass. still unhappy as can be!

back slide

i again succumbed to my evil addiction. i did what i promised not to do anymore. i have been through this road before... when i did what i wasn't supposed to and end up feeling resentful... i again bought books when i still have tons of unread materials in my closet... i gives me pleasure... buying these books. i don't resent the fact the i bought these books, i just resent the fact that i had to pay lots of money again! in dire straits as we are, we don't really need the added burden of my books... but there they are... all 6 of them. the newest part of my closet collection. oh well... i mostly bought books on how to improve my life, how to deal with people, how to improve my spiritual life, how to be a good writer. looking back, it's obvious to see how unhappy and unsettled i am with my life, since i seem to be constantly finding ways to improve it. the only problem is that i often read and get blown away by the ideas but i don't really act on it. i really should grow a spine. i just know it in my heart that the Lord didn't mean for me to live like this!

i am a writer

i am a writer, and i am finally writing... for myself at least. i read a book called writing down the bones, and the author believed that if you wanted to write, you should write everyday of every week. just write. don't think about the grammar, the spelling , the plot, the sense. just write. what ever pops in your head, no matter how crazy these thoughts maybe. just write.

and so this is what i'm doing now. writing. writing about whatever pops in this crazy head of mine.