BA in Journalism

i am thinking of taking my "career" a notch higher, i'm thinking of taking up further studies in our community college. BA in Journalism. hmmm. sounds pretty major.

our course this plan of mine is not without complications. i am again being disturbed by the logical side of me, why in the world would i take up journalism??? do i intend to have career in this industry? (maybe) do i think i can make it? (sure!) why, i mean really, why? (for personal fulfillment, yep, no monetary rewards, just the contentment of taking up something i am interested in. --- enter another problem: if i just want to further study, why not take up a course that will complement my degree? maybe something in computers. i've spent 10 years of my life grudgingly crunching numbers anyway... journalism is a field for the young and strong willed... not for the middle aged wife and mother suffering from a mid life crisis.

now what?

i am more depressed that when i began writing this blog entry.

i really want to be a better writer.

i want to feel alive again.

what to do? what to do?

precious web time

time was when i had ALL the time in the world. when i could read all the books that i wanted to read, watch tv, DAYDREAM... now i can't do all these things anymore... UNINTERRUPTED. there would always be something to drag me back to reality.

i love logging on... although i don't really have any particular site i visit. i blog. i love it.

i read entertainment stuff. i sooo looove the entertainment world. the movies. the gossip. i just wish the state of local entertainment is upgraged too. heck sure the US showbiz don't have a single moral bone (same as here) at least they do their controversies with pizazz!

back to my precious time. i would love to have more time for myself. nearly inpossible though now in my case.

at least i get to sneak in some blogging time.

i wish people would stop bugging me when i am with my laptop. they know i am BUSY... isn't it obvious?!

time... time... time... a most precious commodity. what can i say except....

i want more!... more!... more!!!!